Some where, somehow,
The time is now.
To make things right
To do the things I have tried to fight.
For so long now I have tried to feel
To be excited, full of appeal,
To love and be loved
Shed a tear for sorrow
Now I fear all I am is hollow.
A shell of a soul, a walking dead
With evil thoughts overwhelming my head
Time couldn’t change
My consumption of pain
A transition from the typical
To being insane
It cannot be erased,
Time cannot be reversed
All that I have become
Is a longstanding curse
Before I leave this place
It must be understood
It is not for want
That I pull down a hood
To enshroud my being with darkness
Becoming invisible if I could
It is not for want
That I take myself away
Not knowing what is to become
Of my energy again
All I know
Is the time is now
But we will see each other again
Somewhere, somehow